Weird things

Alex tagged me.. I need to write 6 weird things about me. That got me to think. Weird things? I think everything I do is weird.. I always thought that I have nothing much in common with the rest of the homosapiens.. There are things that I do, deep in my heart I wish I could change,
1. I can't say No. I wish so much that I have the courgae to say No. If my neighbour ask me to fetch her kids from school, I would say yes, even when the same woman never gives us(kids and I) a lift, when she picks up her kids on a rainy day.

2. I can't say no to my kids when they say they want to eat something so totally out of the world. This morning my oldest came to sleep with me at 6.30Am and she told me Mama I am hungry. I asked her what she wanted to eat and she said hotdog. It is a saturday, my day to rest and I didn't want to make hot dog at 6.30 AM. There is Bhatura in the fridge, bread, tuna filling, cheese filling and egg sandwich filling. I wanted to tell her to make herself a sandwich. I didn't. I cooked hotdog for her. May be I am worried that, if I die today, I can die peacefully knowing that, I have honoured all the promises I made and gave my kids what ever they wished for..

3. I don't like the furniture the same way in the house. I keep moving them every few months. Don't know why I do it.. But in the last one year, my living room arrangement has changed 5 times.

4. I don't like to shop. One reason I still wear the same cloths, that I have been wearing for the last 12 years is, my absolute hatred for shopping. I can't see myself going from shop to shop for that perfect dress/ saree. I don't mind wearing faded/torn/out of fashion clothes. Actually I never bought any clothes because it is in fashion

5. I can cut people off from my life. I don't like to fight. I don't argue. So if anyone did/say something that I didn't like, I simply shut them out. I don't confront anyone, but I do build walls that can prevent people from hurting me.

6. There are things that I have always wanted to do, yet when I get a chance to do it, I walk away. I always dreamed of making a snow man, especially when my ABCD cousins used to talk about snow and how they built the biggest snowman in town. When I lived in England, I could have built it.. I didn't. I could have built the snow man last year when it snowed here. I didn't. It looks like, I am not so keen to fulfil all my dreams. So dreams stay as dreams.

I want to tag Suemama, Maya and Starrynights